Small thing only

I tell myself it's okay, it's not a big deal and there's no point getting stressed over work because then you don't get anything done and you just break down into a pile of uselessness.

But this monopeptalk just isn't working anymore.

"I wish I was sick so I wouldn't have to go to work I wish I was sick so I wouldn't have to go to work.."

Maybe if I wish hard enough, and believe it enough, it'll come true.

I don't want to be brave and strong, I just want to rest.



Edit: Cried, Ranted, Moving On.