The night is too long

The editor talked to me today about my uni stuff, what I was going to do, when it would start and why I wanted to do it.

I think he was trying to fish for information to see if I could stay longer with the company.

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Talked to HR today, my last day at work should be the third week of the month, after taking account of the leave days I am owed.

Which scares me a little because it makes being unemployed quite real. I've never really been unemployed before.

My first job was in Kuching, a months after I finished my degree.

Then I quit that job and a month later, I got this one.

The thing is, during the one month in between getting a job, I had always known I would be able to (get a job) because I thought humbly (as in I constantly felt that I was undeserving of any job).

But now, I've got a bit of ego and I'm fear that God will punish me for my pride, for resigning even before I get accepted into uni.

So what did I do to salvage the situation? I went around to the editors of various sections and begged them to give me freelance work which I could do at the end of this month and sporadically in June.

So far, I've nabbed three profile cover stories.

So this is what a life with purpose feels like :)

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Because I worked yesterday, I thought today was Tuesday.

Realising that it's Monday and there's still three nights of sleeping alone to go was really very disappointing.

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My neck and shoulders ache really bad.

You owe me a very, very long massage.